everyday is a constant battle of keeping my anxiety in check.

for once, i’m in a relationship where i don’t have worry if he’s doing something shady behind my back or talking to other girls or if he’s going to up and disappear on me.

in the words of one of my best friends, “this is the most stable relationship i’ve ever been in”

to appreciate serenity, one must experience chaos.

a sappy love post

you give me more happiness than i ever thought i deserved.
you’re every thought in my mind all day. every time i see your beautiful face it gives me chills, and i just think….
thats mine. and he loves me for some strange reason.

i don’t ask for much but you give me everything i need and beyond. i know you hate my indecisiveness, you hate when i click my teeth together and that i don’t let you help me with anything. and you probably hate that i want to cuddle. but you put up with me and i’m forever grateful you stay with me each and everyday.

i know you’ll read this soon.
you’ll see pictures of girls, tattoos, and babies…
then stumble onto this.

and i just want to say thank you.
for being in my life and loving me.
i love you more than i can express to you.

valentines day consisted of:
- ordering in pizza from my favorite pizza place
- laying on the couch in sweats
- [for him] watching the miami/okc and lakers/clippers game
- sleep and sex

the day after valentines day consisted of sleep, sex, food, nap, sex, lounging, nap, sex, food in that order.

and i wouldn’t have it any other way.
♥

and on a TMI topic, doggie style is the best style.

my worst fear is that the past will repeat itself like it always has.
insecurity kills all.

bare with me love.
its taking all my strength.
but i promise you have all of me.

my anxiety is getting the best of me today.

we need a cuddle with the boyfriend.